Reason

I never felt alive before
 Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, whoa
 One day, I just got to know why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like
 Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
 Don't let them get through to you
 Stay true and you will find
 The reason you stay up at night, like whoa
 You know how it goes, voices in my head, yeah, they always do the most
 I swear, I know, I don't got a home, and even if I did, I'd prolly run away alone
 I swear right now, nothing matters
 I've been getting so high that it feel like we on Saturn
 Fucking with these bitches, yeah, that's one hell of a pattern
 And time is all that exists, I ain't into moving backwards
 I've been shooting for these constellations, but the money talking like a conversation
 When these bitches 'round me, I just want 'em naked
 I spend every single day just contemplating what's right, what's wrong
 My life, this song, can't die, 'cause I'm too strong
 Every now and then I wanna give up, but
 I just know I gotta keep my head up, yeah, yeah, yeah
 Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
 Don't let them get through to you
 Stay true and you will find
 The reason you stay up at night, like whoa
 (Shit been gettin' old) tryna find myself but the world getting cold
 My dear, I know, that's just how it goes
 Hate me when I'm here but prolly miss me when I'm gone
 I swear right now, I'm in a speedrace
 And I got my nightmares on replay
 24-7, and they talking 'bout me, I'ma let 'em
 I'm just happy I ain't who did mad shit
 Maybe one day they gon' get the message, yeah
 Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
 Don't let them get through to you
 Stay true and you will find
 The reason you stay up at night, like whoa
 I never felt alive before
 Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, whoa
 One day I just got to know why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like