Attributes

Uh.
 I meant every word I said when I gave my life to You
 But them games still get played and I'm left with no excuse...
 Jesus, I have no question that You love me, and I wish I could say the same
 Regretfully Yours
 I can't tell you that I love you
 I can't sell you that I love you
 Cause' You can see through my matrix
 And You can read my body language
 And I know that it's impossible to justify myself
 But, I'm so addicted, all this evil just to find myself
 I don't mean to be ungrateful
 But You know I got a plateful
 If I'm not eatin' of Your Word then
 Who am I to be a servant?
 And I won't admit it
 Pride won't let me own the lies I bought
 But, the truth is all this time
 I've never known You like I thought
 So, can we go back to the start
 When You came into my heart
 I would be remiss if I continue
 To go another day not knowing You
 I'm running after You
 And this time, I'm not looking for Your attributes
 I'm running after You
 And I'm not just looking for attributes
 I'm running after you
 And I'm not just looking for attributes
 I'm running after You
 Now, everybody has a story
 But they don't always get to tell it
 Precious moments feel like heaven
 But, it's like you never felt it
 So, what do we make of this temporary state of bliss?
 If I can't have it all the time, then why even exist?
 So, what if I could introduce you
 To a Man that knows your mayhem?
 It's not the attributes that make Him
 No, He's the One Who made them
 That love, that joy, that peace that you could never give yourself
 It's yours to have, but in return, you have to give yourself
 So, let me take you to the start
 Say Jesus will you come into my heart
 I would be remiss if I continue
 To go another day not knowing You
 Don't tell me that you love me
 You playin' games with the wrong One
 You cut me out for your stardom
 Name droppin' but we haven't met
 Romance, but your slow dance partner is Baphomet
 And you was born, but you can't live 'til you meet Me
 Look, I'm the higher power, you just want the form
 So you deny the power, you want it for yourself
 Yo, can't you see the truth? Look, you're runnin' from yourself
 And you just want a house and I just want you home
 You think you're there now, so I make the planet groan just to see Me
 But you just tryna shine, I see you actin cool
 You just want the attributes
 Poor fella, look: I have got it all
 But the only way to see it: Babel gotta fall
 Like Genesis 11
 Until then, your nemesis is heaven
 And so, I'm waitin' on your call