One Last Thing

Fuck any ex that broke my heart and made me feel like
 I wasn't good enough or that I never appealed, like
 There she goes picking flowers off our field
 Love will kill you blindly and you know that shit is real
 Thoughts I had inside me, I was caught up in a blessing
 Carved with a knife scarred, I saw the messages they texting
 Love is like a drug, I was drugged up, deceiving me
 I never thought that bitch would cheat on me
 Fuck any text I ever sent that wasn't necessary
 Should have loved myself, everything else secondary
 Even got engaged once, knew we wouldn't marry
 Gave yall valentine's every day, fuck a February
 And shit is scary, how its aching and it hurts
 I did everything I really tried to make it work
 There comes a point in time where you just owe it to yourself
 Thanks for showing me how to never trust a girl again
 I gave you my heart, but you just take away
 Everything that we are, and nothing feels the same
 You're leaving me scarred until the end of days
 Is this how we fall? I'm so sick of it all
 Fuck every time they said I was
 Overprotective, over possessive
 Overcontrolling just cuz I'm over selective
 Of course I give a fuck bout who she talk to
 Cuz who she talk to, is how we talked too
 I remember one told me they were old friends (Shit)
 But I didn't know old friends would hold hands? (Soon as we split)
 And yet I was overthinking?
 It's funny how they shoot the gun and then they play the victim
 And that just goes to show for every moment I predicted
 The type of shit I get for thinking bigger than my dick did
 Love is like a drug, and I swear I was addicted
 If I ever fucking loved you that's a privilege not a given
 And every girl I ever had... I had to leave
 Says a lot when in fact they all were coming back to me
 And not the other way around nah, so tell me when you speak
 Hope you're telling all your friends the bad shit you did to me ay
 Aaaaaahhhhhhh...
 I gave you my heart, but you just take away
 Everything that we are, and nothing feels the same
 You're leaving me scarred until the end of days
 Is this how we fall? I'm so sick of it all