Dissolve

I feel my walls caving in
 Stuck in the past that haunts me for my sins
 Memory fades away
 Stuck in a liars embrace
 My pulse is deafening
 Counting down till the moment I open my eyes
 Nothing can save me
 How could I rest with the knowledge
 that I can't let go of my contempt?
 I held it in
 You dissolved the bones that kept me going
 And honestly I lost faith myself
 Tore the skin from my back
 But it wasn't enough and there was nothing left
 And in the end we'll crawl on hands and knees
 To find relief in our ill intentioned peace
 Take my breath and watch me scream
 I'll say the words that will set you free
 You watched me fall apart
 Helped yourself to the wreckage
 Took what you wanted and left me to drown
 Left me to begin to rot from the inside out
 I gave it all to you
 You watch me fall apart
 I held on till the current crept into my lungs
 But it was too late to succumb
 Drown me out
 Do my words mean nothing now?
 Look at the mess we made
 You'd rather bury me than face what we became
 All i'd ever ask of you is to forget my name
 Forget what we became
 Memory fades away
 But nothing can save me
 You watched me fall apart
 Helped yourself to the wreckage
 Took what you wanted and left me to drown
 You said it's over and done but i'm still broken
 I thought you were the words that kept me going
 You were the leech that kept me on hands and knees
 Your words meant nothing