I Don't Know How to Love Him

Goodnight
 I don't know how to love him
 What to do, how to move him
 I've been changed, yes really changed
 In these past few days, when I've seen myself
 I seem like someone else
 I don't know how to take this
 I don't see why he moves me
 He's a man
 He's just a man
 And I've had so many men before
 In very many ways
 He's just one more
 Should I bring him down?
 Should I scream and shout?
 Should I speak of love
 Let my feelings out?
 I never thought I'd come to this
 What's it all about?
 Don't you think it's rather funny
 I should be in this position
 I'm the one who's always been
 So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
 Running every show
 He scares me so
 I never thought I'd come to this
 What's it all about?
 Yet, if he said he loved me
 I'd be lost, I'd be frightened
 I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
 I'd turn my head, I'd back away
 I wouldn't want to know
 He scares me so
 I want him so
 I love him so