More Than Your Share

When I was younger I didn't realize
 The struggle that ensued after my father died
 How was I supposed to know?
 But if I could take it all back
 I could've been a better son
 At any other time
 anyone else wouldn't have even tried
 But you kept on going at your expense
 Neglecting yourself
 for the happiness of your kids
 Until I was older I didn't know why
 Why when we were smiling
 you would always cry
 I know it now but I didn't then
 Why you struggled every day
 for the happiness of your kids
 I don't think I've said it enough
 I should've thanked you when life was rough
 You taught me more than anyone
 Did more than some kids' parents would
 Dealt with more shit than some people could
 I respect you more than anyone