Without You

Whats up mija
 Its been a long time since we talked
 I just want you to listen
 Don't talk just listen
 We went from crushing, to liking, to love
 And fighting had me hitting cigarettes like buds
 So check it out see there I was
 Focused, I've seen through my mistakes
 And learned that love is not a game
 It made me smile and kept me happy too
 So love is not to blame, I quit on giving excuses
 I though I gave her the world
 But didnt see that lack of love and time was taking my girl
 Who always bragged on me, she even helped on my songs
 I guess its true you never miss the ones you love till they're gone
 I should advance in my papers, shouldn't have left with my friends
 And even now with the money, the love is making no sense
 So women all alone, thinkin of how you did her wrong
 Is known to have this little voice inside, that says "Keep movin on"
 I should of known it all along
 That every time I left her home
 I sho gave her the perfect explanation to her doin wrong
 Its been a long time
 But some how it seems like it just happened yesterday
 Them words she just to say
 Some how they just keep getting in my way tellin me
 I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe,
 I promise I'll be good to you
 I know it's all about you babe
 You know its funny how they say uh,
 You get only one shot at true love in a lifetime
 And I guess this is my shout huh
 It's too bad things didn't work out the way we wanted them to
 I guess that's just how it goes
 I looked into your eyes
 And I seen a tear drop fallin
 And it broke my heart that it was my fault
 But I can't change me
 See I never felt love before and its killin me
 And I see you were down for me
 Haven't used since I was around the abusers
 Who used us for the name, for the game,
 For the fame, but them hoes were the same
 And you came with the real and you never lied
 But you got a man and you need to be by his side
 Cause when enemies come
 They come for the ones that you love
 And I swear to God
 I would empty my home in my own chest
 If I knew you were layed to rest
 Sometimes the hardest things to do in this world are the ones that are for the best
 And I gave you my heart
 But I don't want it back you could keep that
 Cause its yours
 In lovin memory
 Of the love that could never be
 In a physical form
 And you and I both know
 You win some, you lose some
 So we walk away
 From being in love
 Damn, as I turn away I could hear you say
 "I don't wanna live"
 I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe,
 I promise I'll be good to you
 I know it's all about you babe
 Baby doll you're the one I wanna be with
 You're the kinda girl I wanna be seen with
 If you see what I see
 It could be me and you
 With the love is really true
 You be one i'll be true
 Whats the matter baby boo
 Am I comin too hard?
 Comin out hard like I rolled the bulevard?
 Got the keys to my heart
 You were knocking on my door
 Door was always open
 I was wishing, I was hoping
 You could see it in my eyes
 I ain't gotta lie
 I don't give a fuck
 If I roll a new truck
 Cause the money can't buy true friends you can trust
 All the love and the lust
 We discused on the hush
 Wuts the matter baby?
 Tell wuts matter wit it
 Tell me why you mad at me
 Tell me if you can
 Maybe I can be your man
 Do you really understand
 That I'm doing all I can
 But the snitches and the bitches
 Steady fuckin up my plans
 Cause I am what I am
 And I do what I do
 Its fucked up getting caught up with a love that ain't true
 Like the first time around we were crazy little kids
 Im a sucker for the love
 And you did me like you did
 Now the second time around
 Do you whisper in the wind
 Cause the rumors go around
 Now you're caught up in the twist
 No matter what they say
 Trynna dirty up my name
 Romero, I'm a lobo
 I ain't never gonna change
 But no matter what they say
 Baby its o.k.
 You wanna have fun
 We can have it that way
 Im a lover
 Im a fighter
 Im a rapper
 Im a writer
 And i'm looking for a hyna that is proper
 That will give me all the time in the world
 From her head to her toes
 In the backseat
 Parked on the side of the road
 Give me one last dance
 Give me one last chance
 With the one mans girl that I'm living with out
 I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe,
 I promise I'll be good to you
 I know it's all about you babe
 You see in realtionships
 You get what you put in
 And you get what you deserve
 See I got what I deserved
 And I made it like that
 Dont leave me alone
 I coulnt make it on my own
 I hope you're o.k.
 Im sitting, waitin by the phone
 I want you to stay
 So baby when you coming home?
 But what can I say
 You're never home,
 You're always gone