Blame Me

I held back, you said your piece
 'Cause I just didn't have the guts to let you fall
 But I was dead wrong, I bet you're still crying out
 I bet the shoe still fits
 I bet you haven't changed one bit
 Another drunk night, stuck alone with your thoughts
 You were the weight that held me back
 But you can blame me if you want to
 I don't feel the things I felt back then
 And I don't want to let you fall
 But this is cutting me open
 But now I've gone too far
 It's not right to drag you for another year
 But when I bring it up, I choke
 And let you walk all over me
 I held back, you said your piece
 'Cause I just didn't have the guts to let you fall
 But I was dead wrong, I bet you're still crying out
 I bet the shoe still fits
 I bet you haven't changed one bit
 Another drunk night, stuck alone with your thoughts
 You were the weight that held me back
 But you can blame me if you want to
 I wish you'd still think of when
 You said it'd be permanent
 When you said it's me and not your friends
 Well, the side you took said everything
 That's when it all changed for me
 When the lights came on (changed for me)
 The cold had left, I could hear you calling
 But I just kept my head on straight
 Didn't let you in, braced myself
 For the makeshift lines, I said
 I don't feel the things I felt back then
 'Cause you're not you anymore
 I held back, you said your piece
 'Cause I just didn't have the guts to let you fall
 But I was dead wrong, I bet you're still crying out
 I bet the shoe still fits
 I bet you haven't changed one bit
 Another drunk night, stuck alone with your thoughts
 You were the weight that held me back
 But you can blame me if you want to