A Custom-Made Hell

Blinded from the world outside
 Restraining my moves
 I have got nowhere to hide
 I have nothing to prove
 Barred reality, feeding hostility
 Aligning with suffering, hatred reigns
 Blind to the beating, dying in vain
 Aligning with suffering, familiar with pain
 Desirable meeting on the edge to what I sustain
 They're refusing to show
 But I am dying to see
 This is a custom-made hell
 Constructed only for me
 Forced and compelled
 Limitations exceeding
 Incarnations of hell
 Leaving me bleeding
 Shutting out all that's real
 Emotional rape
 Ungodly abuse
 Is now taking shape
 Soiled by their disgusting hands
 I'm scraping my skin
 A plague that infects the land
 The dark secret within
 (Aligning with suffering) Hatred reigns
 Blind to the beating, dying in vain
 Aligning with suffering, familiar with pain
 Desirable meeting on the edge to what I sustain