My Inner Beast

As I scrutinize my inner self
 I see what I really am
 I understand that evil is a part of me
 I don't know what to do
 All my life it has been suppressed
 Now I can't hold it back
 Abrupt outbursts of rage keep confusing me
 And I have lost control
 I don't know why everything has been taken from me
 There's nothing left but an utter loss of hope
 Lingering behind my innocent facade
 It feeds on my weakness
 Heal me
 The beast inside must be who I really am
 It lies beneath my skin
 Help me
 As I look upon the changes
 I see what I've become
 But now I've learned to accept this new identity
 And I know what I want
 I understand the great joy of solitude
 All my life I'll stay alone
 A constant flow of pure rage delights me
 Now I'm in control
 Now I realize why everything is gone
 I have unchained the beast that I am - and I've been born again
 Traces of atrocity follow me
 Chaos leads the way
 Hate me
 The beast inside must be who I really am
 It lies beneath my skin
 Fear me