Infectant

In your dreams I wait for you
 I cry for myself and for something new
 Isolation that tries to surround me
 Infected truths and insecurity
 All I see is shadow around me
 I wait for truth and for dignity
 I'm alive
 And it's coursing through my veins
 I'm alive
 And it's eating through my brain
 I'm alive
 And tearing in my brain
 I'm alive
 And it's driving me insane
 I can't stand for this silence
 I can't wait for this peace
 It's tearing deep inside of me
 And it's trapped inside this space
 Why can't you accept
 This is all there ever is...
 In my dreams I wait for you
 I die by myself and I die for you
 And I know that it won't matter
 Something that was never here
 I'm alive
 And it's coursing through my veins
 I'm alive
 And it's eating through my brain
 I'm alive
 And it's tearing in my brain
 I'm alive
 And it's driving me insane
 Every night I wait for you
 I try to forget what I did to you