Wreckage

I want to feel life leave these hands
 Convinced I should not exist without worth as a man
 A failure I have been cast
 My identity is a vacant mask
 Been hiding this for years, so here's my final act
 The nails in your wrist cut the blades from mine
 God, I tried!
 I'm blinded on a midnight drive
 I'm dying for your light
 I'm in a head-on collision
 Burned past all recognition
 Breathing in smoke and dust
 Taste the dirt, fuel and blood
 This reoccurring condition
 Drives me to it over and over and over
 I'm piling up the wreckage
 Is this the only way to end it?
 I need a miracle!
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 God, you get more lost with every suicidal thought
 I'm stranded directionless, fatally flawed
 Where were you when they deemed me worthless?
 Where are you when I'm struck by serpents?
 When depression breaks the surface
 When I'm cold, when I'm lying unconscious?
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 Heart struggling to hear it's calling
 Heart struggling to hear it's calling
 I'm blinded on a midnight drive
 I'm dying for your light
 I'm in a head-on collision
 Burned past all recognition
 Breathing in smoke and dust
 Taste the dirt, fuel and blood
 This reoccurring condition
 Drives me to it over and over and over
 I'm piling up the wreckage
 Is this the only way to end it?
 I need a miracle!
 If you love as you say you love
 Then give me something that's tangible
 If you say you're always in control
 Then stop my hand and pull the gun from my throat
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 Salvage my soul
 Reclaim this life or I swear I'll end it myself
 I'm in a head-on collision
 Burned past all recognition
 Breathing in smoke and dust
 Taste the dirt, fuel and blood
 This reoccurring condition
 Drives me to it over and over and over
 I'm piling up the wreckage
 Is this the only way to end it?
 I'm piling up the wreckage
 Is this the only way to end it?
 I need a miracle!