Want It the Most

First thing they told me
 Don't snitch on your homies
 Next thing you know
 I'm cold and dying lonely
 Must have been something that they not told me
 Must have said something made you not hold me
 Must have took something because I feel hunted
 Figured out I could have everything I wanted
 But then I didn't want it
 Because it was too easy
 Next thing you know
 Not a damn thing please me
 Cliched and cheesy
 That's how you see me
 Yet you're watching E-news
 and Q.T.ing with your TV
 Who's seeing 3-D
 Imax and Disney
 Man please forgive me if I sound like a hippie
 But wow
 I'm tripping off the shit I see daily
 Work a day job
 There's not enough you could pay me
 My time is priceless
 Later for the monkeys with flashlights
 Hollering about whose shine the brightest
 Girls break their necks
 But my lack of a check
 Is affecting my flyness
 Well excuse me your highness
 Blankies like Linus
 Emotional me
 But my asymmetry receive a B minus
 There's always something there to remind us
 Emotional baggage we can't put behind
 I hope someone find us soon
 We're all alone in our rooms
 Just waiting to be touched like Midas
 The Lord made man in his likeness
 For what just so he'd have someone to fight with
 Looking for long term in a world of impermanence
 What about a man you can spend the damn night with
 Man I'm not like this
 How could I be so self righteous
 I'm tripping off the stereotype
 That's been giving to me as an emcee
 Whatever it be
 I swear to god that tonight I'm the hypest
 Look at me all night
 While I hold your coat
 I want to give it up
 But you don't want to let it go
 Keep saying it'll be all right
 But I know it won't
 Y'all so scared to do something wrong
 and I can tell
 I want it the most
 I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me
 I fell so hard and I thought you fell with me
 Couldn't believe when I leave you don't miss me
 Try to solve the mystery
 By thinking about our history
 But that's when it hit me
 I was still obsessing on a blast from the past
 But the past does not fit me
 I grew out of the clothes ten songs ago
 Seems like so long ago
 But now your eyes can't get me
 Because I've seen what lies behind them
 Tragedy upon tragedy
 Collected by none other than her majesty
 Ask myself why it had to be
 I try not to hate but you stay mad at me
 I feel the gravity pulling at my heart
 But I was built for this
 I bear no more guilt for this
 I bury my sword up to the hilt for this
 Life is looking like some scary fun shit to live
 Underdog out
 I'm going in
 Somebody root for this
 Look at me all night
 While I hold your coat
 I want to give it up
 But you don't want to let it go
 Keep saying it'll be all right
 But I know it won't
 Y'all so scared to do something wrong
 and I can tell
 I want it the most