Mask It to the Casket

I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up
 Most days feel like a scumbag, I'm pushing my luck
 Always saw through it, puppet on the screen
 I'm no narcissist, not in love with me
 I get too frustrated when I'm not sedated
 Threw away all my passion, baby I'm paying for my actions
 Why you gotta celebrate it? I think that the wall's 'bout to cave in
 I'm a kraken, my feelings being drowned, yeah, I sank them
 Pathetic, yeah, I'm so pathetic, I get it
 I'm a menace, it's time for my penance
 Confession, I've been known to cause infection
 A weapon, lethally inject, no discretion, no
 I can't be your crutch, can't hold myself up
 Most days feel like scum, I'm pushing my luck
 Always saw through it, puppet on the screen
 I'm no narcissist, not in love with me
 No emotion, I mask it to the casket
 Can't control it, do you really want to see me relapse?
 Overloaded, I think it's time I pack in
 Any way you fold it, yeah, it's always gonna be a back then
 No, no emotion, won't let them see
 Nothing to show, no vanity
 I think I've lost all sanity
 I have become my worst enemy
 My heart is breaking, it's more than what's fair (more than what's fair)
 I'm non-existent, it's like I'm not here (like I'm not here)
 Don't wanna sink again, I don't, I'm scared (I don't, I'm scared)
 I'm getting tired of this