Requiem for Salvation

Sometimes we need their glory, sometimes we (have to?) use their name
 I heard the scaries stories, I'm blaming on your faith
 I call you when I'm falling then I'm still doing the same
 I've been looking for salvation and they show me how to play
 sometimes when I try, sometimes when I lose
 I need something from you, what they taught me
 doing what I want, then feeling ashamed
 tell me something that I don't know now
 do I have to pray? for salvation
 what you teach me, I don't need it... tell me
 what I have become? what I have been doing? where are my feelings? tell me
 what I have become!
 for salvation?
 Tell me something that I don't know now
 Tell me something that I don't know
 do I have to pray? tell me
 I need something from you just when I feel the darkness
 first I have to forget (myself)
 do I have to pray?
 do I have to forget?
 what they taught you?
 for salvation
 I will try and again
 and again and again
 to forget what they teach about pray
 about the requiem to forget
 Sometimes we need a reason to make a step at once
 (and) from deepest fears we need... salvation
 they manipulate our life
 sometimes they're still calling your name
 I'm looking for to the answer but I can't find on praying.