agoraphobic

Yeah, yeah, hey
 'Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
 I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
 Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
 My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
 Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
 Feelin' inadequate's always what's drivin' me
 Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
 Can't go outside, I'm afraid they'd be findin' me
 Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
 And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
 Fuckin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
 Got a lot of bad shit that I'm takin' to my grave
 Got a fuckin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
 So I grab the red wine on rainy days and then I pour it
 'Cause I'll age another fuckin' thousand days before I know it
 Yeah, I spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
 But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic
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 Alright, be easy, this is the last one you'll get
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 I'm not okay, I'm not okay
 I'm not okay, I'm not okay
 What's the point? I'm not okay
 What's the point? I'm not okay
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 This shit is fuckin' difficult