To Kill a Child

[Written by Dan Fondelius]
 I remember the day that you were born
 Your eyes looked at my soul
 I was so proud, that I kissed the sky
 Little then did I know
 Why, oh why, must this world force me to kill my child
 I can no longer hide, the eternal pain that I feel inside
 They said she was autistic, and silent as the night
 I said it is alright
 My heart is like the universe, that is endlessly
 She'll be alright with me
 The trees speak to me of sadness
 Of world that wasn't meant to be
 The creation is in entire madness
 We don't know love, so we don't see
 But that is another story
 And it doesn't set me free
 Neither God or humans help me
 Am I bound to destiny?
 Years have passed without help from anyone
 This road I walked alone
 I look upon the world, where no one's ever won
 Then I blow her brain with my gun
 Why, oh why, must this world force me to kill my child
 Why, oh why, the only song this world ever sung, goodbye!
 [Spoken:]
 She's out of touch, out of reach, not one of us -
 She is free, so she has to be punished by all of us
 The father kills the son, the father kills her -
 Not because of her, but because of you
 Because of all of you, who refuse to do even the smallest thing for your next!
 The time and clock is ticking for you my child -
 Because they won't, they don't care about you!
 Soon I will have your blood on my hands.
 I'll be thrown in jail -
 They will point their fingers at me
 They will judge me, as they have, judged you -
 As they will be judged, by you, and God!