Cut On The Crease

I never know if I'm in control
 Or if my actions are dictated by my choices to this day
 It's overwhelming in a subtle kind of way
 But I just wanna be consumed
 And start afresh with this knowledge I've acquired
 To seek help when I needed it
 I'd tell my parents not to stick it out for us
 So I don't isolate myself at fifteen and bury this underneath
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 Oh, I know you're trying to mend this
 But don't pretend like you know me well
 I hate to say it, but the damage is done
 I learnt to live without dependency
 And all it did was leave me fucking lonely
 And function solely for the purpose of one
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 There's too many cases out there for me to count
 And we just sit in silence as the damage amounts
 It rips and tears us apart
 And it won't hit hard until it's too late
 So, I should just take some time
 And try to fix what is left
 Before I'm old and alone
 Filled with regret