DRUGS & NICOTINE

I hate myself for falling in love with you
 Now I'm fucked up and your with somebody new
 So I drown myself in drugs and nicotine
 So use me even if just for distraction
 I'd leave me too after all of my actions
 I'm only a man and I'm learning to live
 With the fact that I'm valued for what I can give
 All black fit sipping all black tea
 Been fucked up but I'm tryna get clean
 I wanna be in your shoes wanna see what you see
 Cause I learned to love you
 I could never love me
 Man I'm carrying round all the weight of a boulder
 It seems to get harder the more I grow older
 I'm calm on the surface but losing composure
 This shell of a body won't hold any longer
 I hate myself for falling in love with you
 Now I'm fucked up and your with somebody new
 So I drown myself in drugs and nicotine
 I hate myself for falling in love with you,
 Now I'm fucked up and your with somebody new
 So I drown myself in drugs and nicotine