There Was a Door

Slipping through the elevator doors well aware
 That- that- that the man could be already there
 Will he look?
 Must I always come and go in distress?
 I forget
 I can't escape behind the shape of my chest
 And as a matter of fact
 Either way I serve it
 I am bound to a trap
 Of two determined landscapes
 So I'm bound to attack like a river:
 Reflect, disconnect, deliver
 All I've wanted for the place I live
 Is the same for this vessel I'm in
 A body of water, whole, alone, and free
 Feeling nothing, it will pool inside of me
 Resting my hands after I fought
 To resurrect what I forgot
 New hands appeared before my eyes
 To move the dirt again
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 How suddenly there was a door
 Now, when I look in the mirror
 It's not as hard to tell myself
 The good things that I want to hear
 But the problem slips from foul lips
 And the misunderstanding of an ownership
 Family doesn't mean you can touch
 And "just joking" is not a reason enough for me to
 Not bite but be polite
 And if you don't see it coming
 Then you better think twice
 All I've wanted for the place I live
 Is respect for this vessel I'm in
 A body of water, wild, immense, untamed
 Teach me how to be unseen as something to claim
 Just when I thought I had run into a standstill
 How suddenly there was a door
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 Here it comes, a current
 Can you feel it rushing through
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 Despite all its power, I've learned it's best
 To shut my mouth and yet
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 The pressure will come
 Enough with exposition
 (If you don't want it, you can reset it)
 Get to the heart of it, no matter
 What you started with
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming
 I just keep coming out to myself
 I just keep coming out to myself
 It just keeps coming