Hell of My Design

I'll never make it out of this
 What I'm searching for
 Is just out of reach
 I can't resist
 And I can't ignore
 In death I'll find my peace
 From the moment I wake
 I feel a constant ache
 I'm escaping the depths
 Till the moment I rest
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 I've lost count
 How many times did I pray
 Only to wind up in this same place
 Day after day
 The corruption
 Turns to decay
 I don't have nobody else to blame
 I'm in a hell
 Of my design
 The fragile state
 Of my mind
 Is inclined
 To decline
 When I find hope
 A smile choked
 I try to cope with a stillborn joy
 My life is a ploy
 I sense an endless repetition
 I can't escape this prison
 I drown my sorrows
 To forget that I'm drowning
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 From the moment I wake
 I feel a constant ache
 I'm escaping the depths
 
 Till the moment I rest
 I sense an endless repetition
 I can't escape this prison
 I drown my sorrows
 To forget that I'm drowning
 I sense an endless repetition
 I can't escape this prison
 I drown my sorrows
 To forget that I'm drowning