Caved In

I can't hold on, I can't hold on
 But I just hold on, I just hold on
 Lord why's everybody's puzzle missing pieces
 Struggling, grinding, greaseless
 No rhyme or reason in sight
 I'm seeing the pain off in their eyes
 I'm seeing that often we lie, lost in our cries
 I'm seeing impatient parents
 Blaming unsuspecting children
 I'm seeing inpatients critical
 Streets are dead from the killings
 I'm like damn, blocks hot, not from the ozone
 Through camera's cops watch these lil boys hold chrome
 Stuck, teenagers, foxes and pups
 On blocks rocks in they chucks, choppers watching above
 They need love, not snug cuffs, federally fucked
 Tis all an orchestration Hans Zimmer couldn't conduct
 But whattawedo, most problems dun been discussed
 But we talk about actions on the backend, and hush
 I guess most of y'all must listen to Rush
 Long as you all good, then everybody under you flushed
 Everytime I try and help myself
 Reaching out and finding no one else
 I can't hold on
 So anytime you feel your soul's in need
 Realize you can depend on me
 And let's just hold on
 We slipping far under the ghoul yard
 In grim tombs we some dim stars, batteries full barred
 At birth, but it's hard to stay charged on earth
 Cause world wide like girth, the wise are in dirt
 Grandmama's used to bus us to church
 Humming Hymns
 Stretch out a fat meal on the table from something slim
 Now we starving, faith on the back of a carton
 To find it, follow tracks down arms
 And boulevards in the south, park
 Watch as mouth art paints audio visuals
 Call it rythmical miracles
 And parts what your eyes red see
 Throwing change ups in your medley through headpiece
 Still Judge, but dont Dredd each day, instead feast
 Life's an unfed beast that eats bread and meat
 That's either your cash or your corpse
 So I just hope that the Lord helps me last through these wars
 Ya know?