Mind Won't Behave

I try hard not to think of you
 But my mind won't behave
 To find a piece of love I can save
 There you are in your car, blowing breeze through your hair
 We ain't even met yet, so for no reason you're there
 Riding on my mind with your seat on recline
 Looking fine as wine, sitting in a cellar with time
 I engage ways to exchange names in your gaze
 Minutes became days, watching sun glaze in your face
 Step out your ride, guys hinting at hitting what shakes
 But I'm wrapped up in your thighs, complimenting your waist
 And can taste that strange fruit, no make-up you plain cute
 Define you as a dime? That's a crime, that ain't loot
 That buys gumdrops and blow-pops for cheap cravings
 You diabetic sweet, I need shots for behaving
 I wonder, are you a figment of slumber?
 Is my brain a mess, do you exist in the flesh?
 Are you front row at the show with breasts that peak through your dress?
 If you don't let me know, I'll go and speak to the rest, because...
 Girl I was caught up, soon as you entered my line of sight
 Flashed that ass, I'm like bass, hooked, a shining light
 A bright quasar, all on my radar, like a twister
 Should have ran for shelter, but I'm storm chasing sister-
 Girl, Mrs. Curls from a different world
 Like Dwayne Wayne and Whitley, couldn't claim dame with hickies
 We was young, dumb, I'm full of cum, yup, we all been
 On phones late as fuck with a love on, through yawning
 Till morning came, walked home alone in the rain
 Smiling, cause I just put my finger all off in her thang
 You was a gift Ms. Delicious, non-malicious
 My interest, aged with interest
 Fine as fuck, caught a fine for finding my luck
 Can't really combine in one rhyme, understand it be tough
 But I can't really have you walk away from family blood
 And if I promise I'm your man to be, that's vanity, cause
 I love you, I need you, I just can't let you go
 But to keep you's to mistreat you, and I'm thinking only heaven knows that...
 Yes, it's time to unfasten my belt cause I've been eating with my eyes again
 Before you I wasn't receiving all my vitamins
 Adoring you forced me to paint the town, now my mind is red
 But now my eyes are red, this love is nearly dying dead
 This is a body that, I used to lay beside it and
 Time and time again, head first diving in
 Swimming I was sure this was a gift that God had sent
 Then drowning became a song I don't want inside my head
 Can't get it out, what an unfortunate mishap
 To grab a new spouse would be an uncordial mismatch
 But everyday she places razor blades where her wrist at
 My boo-boo's got a boo boo, to kiss that cannot fix that
 Regardless I try, cause removing her outta my life
 Would be like removing a part of the sky
 Harder, but if I don't bother to try
 I have to keep watching her die, and I don't want to, so...