Hourglass

I'm waiting for growth to show up and for hope to manifest
 3 A.M.? I'm awaiting awake to hand me rest
 Fate to send caress and a face that I can feel
 With weight from heavy breasts
 An embrace that makes me chill
 Grace that human males can't feel
 Unless he builds with a female until time stands still
 When we take off our shells and chill
 All before fingers learn bodies like we got blindman skill
 She speaks no evil but says whatever
 After Shaking up bed-feathers still prays together
 On a parlay flip, permenant private party trip
 The next Ruby and Ossie Davis, I'm talking great shit
 Up walking late, lit. 4: 25, high
 Her mighty fine thighs silhoutted by sky-rise
 Place the know how, behind my eyes
 To take something unfortunate
 And show them they're a fortune in my life
 Look KY side, lend me a hand, send me a plan
 A Remy Shand message of love, tell Cupid we fam'
 And to clock something that'll learn who I am
 As I learn with, chillin out, watching our hourglass sands
 Spent Pubescent years, blessed with peers I could trust
 Spinning records to a game of checkers after dusk
 Laughter rushes out of mouth, clutchin my stomach, abs burning
 From fast learning, not cash earning
 Cause we wasn't really on 'at yet, just yes' y'alling
 At this point, our lil' brainchild was hardly crawling
 But had fallen enough times to keep a niggaz head strong
 Fucked with enough spiders to charm a mama leglong
 We's dead wrong, many days and nights
 Trying strange thangs
 From jane to cane and variants of the same change
 Get trapped, you off map, no Peter Pan scenes
 Where everythings tight and lily whiter than Klan dreams
 Tryna get something ripe, a nice woman queen
 Stay strong and fight life, like Sudan kings
 Pray to make cents for giving
 And make sense out of living
 Lord give me patience to gain wisdom, please