Rest

I need sleep
 Longing for silence and solitude
 Won't you bring me an eternal dream
 Of static frequencies?
 No more loneliness beyond my last breath
 Close my eyes
 And let me fucking rest
 Watch me sink deep beneath your feet
 Tell me where, where will my soul take me?
 Unconscious thought treads the speed of light
 Spiraling and absorbing me
 A piece of absolution
 Realization and confirmation
 "Everything is gonna be fine"
 I once imagined that I could fly
 But the fear of falling killed my will
 Dissolving my drive
 I like to believe that my will is strong
 But when your bones are breaking
 Your hands are shaking
 How does one carry on?
 These thoughts won't go away
 Until I understand my pain
 Fuck
 Just like the old days
 When we were young
 When a smile came naturally
 My inspiration to carry on
 When I'm tired and crumbling
 Get me out of this place
 That I decided I'd create and call reality
 Take me somewhere where sovereignty
 Isn't leaving me restless
 Leaving me restless
 Rest
 I don't want to die
 But sometimes I hate the feeling of being alive
 Crawls on my skull, but under my skin
 Screams in my ear
 "You'll never win, never win"
 Never fucking win
 I feel sick, weak and alone
 So I'm counting down the fucking days
 Counting my fucking life away
 I can't stand the fucking monotony
 This circle is merciless
 This instant is endless
 And I know I'm not the only one who feels like this
 I'll take my heart and pride and find a way to escape
 This fragile mind and let it go
 Let it go
 Get me out of this place
 That I decided I'd create and call reality
 Take me somewhere where sovereignty
 Isn't leaving me restless
 Leaving me restless
 Get me out of this place (Just like the old days when we were young)
 That I decided I'd create
 And call reality (when a smile came naturally)
 Take me somewhere
 Where sovereignty (my inspiration to carry on)
 Isn't leaving me restless
 Leaving me restless (when I'm tired and crumbling)