The Lock Down Denial

Slightly bruised and a little bit used
 I never thought they'd be so amused
 Brothers bond broken by the bailiff
 For the first time
 Prison proves, gotta pay my dues
 Now I know I'll never be with you
 If I, if I, if I die inside
 Would anyone realize?
 (No, God help me!)
 If I, if I, if I die inside
 Would anyone realize? (No)
 I lived a lie
 (Is anyone gonna realize)
 Change in sights
 I ain't gonna sleep tonight
 This is no way for a man to live his life
 Paranoid on the prisonyard pavement
 For the first time
 So I served time for my addiction
 I pay the price for my affliction
 A judge took my life with his conviction
 For the last time
 Lights out, lockdown
 Don't make a sound
 Lights out, lockdown
 If I, if I, if I die inside
 Would anyone realize?
 (anyone realize?)
 If I, if I, if I deny that crime
 Would I, would I serve the time?
 I live a lie.
 Someone speak, I'm a drumset in my head
 Something, a different beat
 Beat myself to the sound of the walking dead
 Rinse and repeat
 Someone's beat on the drumset in my head
 In my head, head
 If I, if I, if I die
 If I, if I, if I die inside
 Would anyone realize?
 (Would anyone realize?)
 If I, if I, if I deny the crime
 Would I, would I serve the time?
 I live a lie.