Aphelion Void

Fractions of entireties are borrowed
 In infatuation of a valued norm
 Those backward steps through
 Dire doors
 An attempt to reach some imagined form
 In the twinkle of my perpetual ruin
 Where life offers no hope
 Just the silence of ghosts
 All numb with failed regret
 From a virus to a host
 My only joy is to forget
 
 Smothered by spiral repetition
 Trapped to endure another day
 Over and over until collision
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 And doubt offers new beginnings
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 I linger inside my death (and re-birth)
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 Smothered by spiral repetition
 Trapped to endure another day
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 Aching limbs escape the earth
 From eager to unwilling
 Perception
 In a fragile fleeting moment
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 But larger still,
 Than all of deception
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 Our heavens are empty
 Absence through a broken promise
 We disassemble god in dead
 Rotting thoughts
 And reassemble him through
 The birth of flesh
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 When clarity coils the twilight
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 Willing hands crack the
 Structured fixtures
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 For no symbol is for free
 Say the created
 That became the creator
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 This house we forever built
 A comfort in our own demise
 Unfolding through self-given guilt
 Sinking us deeper in disguise
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 Awaiting relief from all choices
 Like a diseased ancestral transmission
 We imitate...
 Taught how to hide
 But not to listen
 Until words come
 Ripping mouths open
 Can you handle the hunger
 When fear favours the broken
 The conscious you erased by younger
 ...ideas