Destruction/Restoration

I decide the way this has to end
 fighting through my distracted doubt
 create a method of execution
 there's only one way out
 manipulation
 cancer of the mouth
 exposing insecure and codependence
 decide the answers based on your
 forced suggestions
 I have nothing left
 self destruction restoration
 injecting the poison in my veins
 degrading silence slowly the toxic sludge devours
 decaying violence sedation through the solitude
 I destroyed my fucking insides
 ripping out my collapsing veins
 falling into a drugged deception
 I'm slowly going insane
 I have nothing left
 self destruction restoration
 injecting the poison in my veins
 I have nothing left
 manipulation cancer of the mouth
 I'm insecure and codependent
 decide the failures based on your fucking suggestions