tell me what you want

I don't want to lie alone tonight
 But I don't want to lie, I feel so numb that I
 Haven't felt like myself or my own, oh my
 Fear of the becoming and unknown, oh why, oh why
 Oh my stifled silence
 Should be bringing me down
 When my lungs are violent
 Are we still around?
 Tell me what you want and why
 'Cause I don't want to try
 If we're made to make each other cry
 But you kiss me when you wipe my eyes
 With our habits, we are gonna die
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 I can't bring myself to see the signs
 I thought by now that this would pass us by
 But we were not for saving, we were parasites
 I'm torn between my heart and my mind, oh why
 And my stifled silence
 Should be bringing me down
 We were so reliant
 Couldn't make a sound
 Tell me what you want and why
 'Cause I don't want to try
 If we're made to make each other cry
 But you kiss me when you wipe my eyes
 With our habits, we are gonna die
 And my
 Tears they cannot dry
 Wipe my eyes