From This Oil Can

see a long time ago I didn't care so much
 I kinda hated myself so much
 I watched my head just fly away
 out to a place where the sun doesn't shine so much
 but I loved my bed so much
 'cause while I'd sleep I'd seem okay
 I'd almost seem okay
 and I lost my life on the first try
 but you found it miles down the line
 a swollen face with all these names
 and then you kissed the taste back into my tongue
 sucked the smoke out of my lungs
 and then we slept for days and days
 now from this oil can
 somehow there grows an orchid
 and all your leaves were burning ashes
 they will die in the sunlight
 die in the sunlight
 well a long time ago I didn't care too much
 but I loved to drink so much
 I let my heart just float away
 out to a place where the songs they don't mean so much
 I could not feel your touch
 could not feel anything but pain
 but now from this oil can
 somehow there grows an orchid
 and all your leaves were burning ashes
 they will die in the sunlight
 die in the sunlight
 they'll die in the sunlight
 we'll die in the sunlight