unmade

Give me a 'sec to collect my thoughts
 I write them down and I dust them off
 Just some book on a shelf with a missing page
 And the front torn off
 I guess the words I made got in the way
 And never got across
 I know we don't got much to say
 But I miss the days when we used to talk
 Waiting for change, but each day goes by
 I remind myself that our time got lost
 Do you ever think of me? Or not at all...
 Hope hurts most when the truth's involved
 So just know, I hope you don't
 Cause I do my best up against the wall
 I don't want to float through life, I wanna drown in it
 Break myself down, turn around in it
 Take it until I've had enough and then build it back up
 From the top to the ground again
 So go ahead and say what you need to say
 Cause those words might have hurt me yesterday
 And dig deep in the cuts of my chest
 Just to find out that you'll never get the best of me
 So dear tragedy, have a seat
 I don't give a fuck what you do to me
 Cause yeah this light's going to burn out
 But I can't fall, never learned how
 And a light can hide when it's dark now
 I told a lie when the truth would've worked out
 There's nothing left for me to say
 And all my friends gave me away
 When every word has been unmade
 You hide your eyes and fall away
 If there's something left for you to say
 Some twisted words, a shattered phrase
 Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades
 Lied to your face, I'll never change
 (Lied to your face, I'll never change)
 (Lied to your face, I'll never change)
 Am I sick of home, or just homesick?
 Exhausting how I can't focus
 Adjust and go, flux and flow
 Smile so you don't notice
 Because right now, now's not a good time
 You don't want to know me on the inside
 Shadows move fast in a blackout
 Lost in a dark place, gone, but I'm back now
 At the start, wasn't no one there for me
 To care for me, I tiptoed carefully
 And yeah, you were looking to embarrass me
 But you move in the dark so carelessly
 And the worst thing? I miss you bad...
 I hate myself for the times we had
 Tell me now what it's like to know
 Once you let go you can never get it back
 They say when no one believes you, believe yourself
 Stare in the mirror until you see yourself
 Crawl until you walk until you free yourself
 And when they start lending hands you won't need the help
 But I'm lost in the glare of the limelight
 Scared at the thought of my old life
 Phone in my hand and it's midnight
 All missed calls, guess I never got the time right
 So dear tragedy, have a seat
 I don't give a fuck what you do to me
 Cause yeah this light's going to burn out
 But I can't fall, never learned how
 There's nothing left for me to say
 And all my friends gave me away
 When every word has been unmade
 You hide your eyes and fall away
 If there's something left for you to say
 Some twisted words, a shattered phrase
 Rolls off the tongue, it falls and fades
 Lied to your face, I'll never change
 (Lied to your face, I'll never change)
 Lied to your face, I'll never change
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 (Lied to your face, I'll never change)
 Lied to your face, I'll never change
 (And all my friends gave me away)
 (When every word has been unmade)
 (You hide your eyes and fall away)
 (If there's something left for you to say)
 (Some twisted words, a shattered phrase)