Not Right Now

Everyday is like a brick on my shoulders
 That's piled high and I can't go much further
 But I'll keep trying for you if you want me to
 And I don't know how much use I will be to you
 All those times that I said I'd be there for you
 I still mean it but I gotta tell the truth
 I am not right now
 What you need me to be
 I am not right now
 Strong enough for you to lean on me
 I can be tough and I can be brave
 But this time will you carry my weight
 Cuz I'm not right now
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 Maybe it's time to trade in for new colours
 Lower this flag just to raise another
 Start over again where it's best for you
 And I'll keep trying for you if you want me to
 I am not right now
 What you need me to be
 I am not right now
 Strong enough for you to lean on me
 I can be tough and I can be brave
 But this time will you carry my weight
 Cuz I'm not right
 Now in the place that you need me to be
 I know that your crying
 I hear you but I can't see
 And I'm so blinded, but I keep trying
 To follow the road back to me
 But I just don't know how
 Not right now
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 I am not right now
 What you need me to be
 I am not right now
 Strong enough for you to lean on me
 I have been tough and I have been brave
 But this time will you take my place
 Cuz I'm not right now