Trying to be ok

Ask myself what I miss more
 The thought of you or you walking out the door
 Through the late fights and long nights
 I don't know why I even cry
 I didn't know we had a love that could hurt this deep
 What do you expect when you've given everything
 I don't know how much my heart can take
 I've been trying to get by but it's fake
 It's not like I would take you back
 Or things would be the same
 Oh, I got to give it to you love
 You left your mark
 Now I'm trying to be ok
 I've lost remembrance of your face
 All the times you cursed me have filled its place
 People say I'm the best they've ever seen
 Guess a man looks different when he finally breathes
 But you seem closer than you ever did before
 Then again we feel when the spirits poor
 'Cause I don't know how much my heart can take
 I've been trying to get by but it's fake
 It's not like I would take you back
 Or things would be the same
 Oh, I got to give it to you love
 You left your mark
 I'm trying to be ok
 I'm just trying to be ok
 I didn't know we had a love that even went this deep
 Guess its makes sense when you give her everything
 You want a fight to make yourself feel justified
 But truth has a sound and its own battle cry
 I hope you are somewhere not ok
 I hope the memory of us haunts your brain
 Don't come running back
 It will never be the same
 But oh, I got to give it to you love
 You left your mark
 'Cause I don't know how much my heart can take
 I've been trying to get by but it's fake
 It's not like I would take you back
 Or things would be the same
 But oh, I got to give it to you love
 You left your mark
 Yeah, I got to give it to you love
 You left your mark
 Now I'm trying to be ok
 I'm just trying to be ok