Imperfect Contrition

They eyes of the heavenly father rest heavily upon my chest
 I can feel their judging gaze piercing through my flesh
 I stab at my reflection hoping to end it all
 I don't recognize the man that I see, but from what I can recall
 I have lived a life of shame and self-disgust
 The eyes of the heavenly father rest heavily upon my soul
 I hate myself and the things that I've done
 And the life I've been forced to endure(forced to endure)
 I abhor the man I've become
 These hands have carried out the evilest of deeds
 This mind has been occupied and demonized by an entity that this earth has never seen
 On my innocence it feed
 Through the fire and brimstone it leads
 I reflect on the years of my life with great disdain
 I cant claim a life of virtue
 Myself I'd sooner maim
 I refuse to walk on
 Continue broken and bent
 I feel remorse for the life that I've lived
 All I can do is repent
 For he carries with him pestilence and famine
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 For restitution I plead(repent)
 For restitution I plead
 Repent