Ostracized

A brush with death and it's painfully clear
 Who am I and what I'm doing here?
 I've sacrificed and bled my heart out but for what?
 What is it really worth?
 Contemplating whether to leave this earth
 The hours passing by but time stands still
 Scourged there is no longer comfort in mindless violent acts
 The hours pass but time stands still
 Hate and rage fills the void
 Banished from life
 Pain and fear haunts the soul
 Ostracized
 Hate and rage fills the void
 Banished from life
 Pain and fear haunts the soul
 I conquered all that I possibly could
 I summoned all the strength I could find
 If there's a place for those depraved
 By all means send me on my way
 An eternity of kindness and grace
 Will never be enough to save my soul
 Bound to an existence in agony for all eternity
 It's not enough to save my soul
 Hate and rage fills the void
 Banished from life
 Pain and fear haunts the soul
 Ostracized
 Hate and rage fills the void
 Banished from life
 Pain and fear haunts the soul
 And there is no place in this world
 For this depraved and decadent monument of humanity
 Scourged
 This is no way to live
 Is it enough to die for?
 The sands of time are sinking further
 Bound by this burden of life
 Death, the final endowment
 We're all born just to die
 The sands of time are sinking further
 We're all just born to die