Sometimes It Happens Like This

Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me
 I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me
 Killed your companions then complained of loneliness
 Well, sometimes it happens like this
 Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me
 I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me
 Killed your companions then complained of loneliness
 Well, sometimes it happens like this
 Try to concede, you want what I don't need
 You fled with summer's speed, most likely to succeed
 You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays
 Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days
 Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl
 Enthralled to the beck and call
 You ride the rails, tied my body to the track
 Watched the trains run me over, never ever looking back
 Staring at you teary eyed
 How could he never know?
 Always being pushed aside
 How could he never see?
 Images of patricide
 That's how I always knew
 Something is wrong with the way that I feel
 With the way that I feel inside me
 And don't try
 Friend you ain't no friend to me
 Defy
 What you are I'll never be
 Outcry
 Get the fuck away from me
 Faux
 I'm stronger now
 And don't try
 Friend you ain't no friend to me
 Defy
 What you are I'll never be
 Outcry
 Get the fuck away from me
 Faux
 I'm stronger now
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 Nothing you say can heal these bruises I conceal
 Apologies are like a virus and can't change the way I feel
 Should I reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport
 So you can bait the lure for yet another whore
 Stepmother, steps away from being a mother
 Already got one and I love her, why the fuck I need another?
 Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist?
 Watch your sun eclipse, I wipe your name from my lips
 Staring at you teary eyed
 How could he never know?
 Always being pushed aside
 How could he never see?
 Images of patricide
 That's how I always knew
 Something is wrong with the way that I feel
 With the way that I feel inside me
 And don't try
 Friend you ain't no friend to me
 Defy
 What you are I'll never be
 Outcry
 Get the fuck away from me
 Faux
 I'm stronger now
 And don't try
 Friend you ain't no friend to me
 Defy
 What you are I'll never be
 Outcry
 Get the fuck away from me
 Faux
 I'm stronger now
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 Longed to be your son
 Some things are never too broken to be
 But you're dead in me
 I longed to be your son
 Some things are never too broken to be
 But you're dead, you're dead
 And don't try
 Friend you ain't no friend to me
 Defy
 What you are I'll never be
 Outcry
 Get the fuck away from me
 Faux
 I'm stronger now
 And don't try
 Friend you ain't no friend to me
 Defy
 What you are I'll never be
 Outcry
 Get the fuck away from me
 Faux
 I'm stronger now
 Don't try
 I'm stronger now
 Don't try
 I'm stronger now
 Don't try
 I'm stronger now
 Don't try
 I'm stronger like I'll ever be