Acid Green

I never thought I could feel this way
 Lost in the dark with my thoughts constrained
 A void in my perception was pulling me in
 I chose the path that I knew would leave me empty
 I've only got myself to blame
 Left broken and bleeding
 I have brought this onto myself
 I was stranded, needing to feel accepted in the eyes of someone else
 I never thought I could feel this way
 I only have myself to fucking blame
 I bent, I broke
 Paranoia has got me by the throat
 The sound is deafening
 There's solace on the other side of pain
 A trance of colour and dismay
 There's acid in the rain
 Sanity won't last forever
 A lesson learned, life is bleak
 How can I sleep at night with a voice calling out my name?
 How can I live with the fact that I wont ever be the same?
 Alone in a trance, I'm alive but barely breathing
 Transcending a vessel, in the end it will hold no meaning
 Bury the person I used to be
 My senses distorting my reality
 My mind is on a gradient, coalescing memories
 My eyes blinded by the light
 The sound is deafening
 The sound is deafening
 There's solace on the other side of pain
 The sound is deafening
 There's solace on the other side of pain
 There's acid in the rain