End Of Dawn

I hate the morning sun
 Scared of the lights to come
 I loathe the day unfold
 Brings back my pain of soul
 Inside the endless void
 Depressions weigh me down
 And what my words conceal
 Is written in my tears
 Enclosed in blackened walls
 Beyond the course of time
 All hope has dissapeared
 Far from my desperate sense
 Do I deserve such fate?
 I know my conscience's clear
 I'd climb a mountain high
 To kill your gory gods
 I am so tired
 Lost in a morning
 Wish I'd be dying
 Before the end of dawn
 Once I knew merry days
 For years for years they've gone away
 When I hear children play
 Pictures pass remembering
 Sadness creeps through my brain
 Impending is the end
 And now as life is torn
 I turn and look away
 I am so tired
 Lost in a morning
 Wish I'd be dying
 Before the end of dawn