My Darling Dopamine

When everything seems all sped up
 And you can't clear your mind
 Your palms are all sweaty
 Though try as you might
 You just can't catch your breath
 And you're certain you're going to die
 When reality folds in on itself
 You're the exemplary blueprint of poor mental health
 There's only so much that one mind can take
 Sometimes life's overwhelming we need an escape
 Oh, my darling dopamine
 Does the reward outweigh the risk?
 Well I'm on the fence
 Is a numbing normalcy on tap
 Worth a week trembling and sick
 But every time
 I tell myself's the last
 'Cause goddamn the price is high
 To rot in comfort
 This grueling routine I've succumb to
 Has grown so fucking old
 I just want out
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 Another day and one less dollar
 One more year we soaked in beer
 And were content to live in squalor
 Just so long as we can cheers
 To one more lesson we've forgotten
 Once again we've gotten rotten drunk
 This time we really fucked it up
 So far beyond repair
 It's a tough thing to realize you're only a blip
 We rely on the comforts
 We smoke and we sip
 In the grand scheme it seems that
 The point of existing is trying our best to forget
 Oh, my darling dopamine
 Does the reward outweigh the risk?
 Well I'm on the fence
 Is a numbing normalcy on tap
 Worth a week trembling and sick
 And every time
 I tell myself's the last
 'Cause goddamn the price is high
 To rot in comfort
 This grueling routine I've succumb to
 Has grown so fucking old
 I just want out
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 Oh, my darling dopamine
 Does the reward outweigh the risk?
 I'm on the fence
 Is a numbing normalcy on tap
 Worth a week trembling and sick?
 And every time
 I tell myself's the last
 'Cause goddamn the price is high
 To rot in comfort
 This grueling routine I've succumb to
 Has grown so fucking old
 I just want out