Rewind

Am I insane?
 Well I really must be
 Overanalyze 'til it all fades away
 Am I insane?
 I keep clawing at my body
 'Cause my insides are boiling
 In burns, it hurts to be alive
 Today means nothing
 Tomorrow can wait
 And yesterday's a story to tell
 Just not for today
 Where did you go?
 You're not how I remember
 Childish games turned a life drowned in addiction
 Where did you go?
 When the sunlight brought a smile
 Now clouds overhang the remnants of
 Dreams we used to chase
 Words we used to undyingly say
 What a stumbling stuttering mess
 To ruin such a thing
 Tell me why should I rest
 Holding my last breath
 If all of this crumbles in the end?
 Maybe what you see is all
 You'll ever get from me
 And sometimes you gotta find
 A little rewind, rewind in your mind
 Even if it's a lie
 Today meant something
 Tomorrow can wait
 And yesterday's a story to tell
 Just not for today