when the summer ends

My mind is clear
 I disappeared and fell right back to you
 My heart's a mess, last since you left
 I guess it's for the best
 The feeling in my chest
 When it's the place you rest your head
 Keep your hand tucked in my hand
 We're lost again
 There's nothing left
 I walk this empty road
 But don't know where to go
 Outside your place
 It starts to rain
 But that's alright with me
 There's nowhere I'd rather be
 So hold me a bit closer again
 I ran too far and reached the end
 The fog will slowly start to fade
 Bringing memories back I tucked away
 I ran so fast
 I thought that I could reach you
 And fell right back
 Convinced I didn't need you
 It hurts so bad
 And I'm so fucking sorry
 Can we go back
 To talking in your driveway?
 I'm paranoid
 Can't hear your voice
 It wakes me when I sleep
 The silence when I dream
 I fill the void
 With empty noise
 The shivers in my sheets
 The shaking in your knees
 Couldn't hide the way I felt
 But I did this to myself
 Or maybe we were just pretending
 And I carried out the ending
 Left my sweater by your shelf
 Darling, keep it for yourself
 I'll be fine here in the cold
 Just really hope you're doing well
 I'm standing at the spot we used to meet
 Your hands around my neck, I couldn't speak
 But all this time been on my mind, it's all my fucking fault
 And now your eyes eat me alive, I'm never waking up
 So tell me darling, do you think of me?
 As I'm falling off the edge
 Back to the nights I couldn't sleep
 Fall asleep with me
 I couldn't reach you
 I'll never reach you