Destroyer

Little paper
 Where you write down your disappointments
 In a drawer right by your pillow
 All I can do is watch
 Little children
 More beautiful than heaven
 They run around together
 While I just curl up and cough
 There were the oak trees
 And they were older than I remember
 They are changing with the seasons
 And I will do the same
 Yeah it's over and it hurts like hell to say it
 But I'm churning under water
 What a peaceful way to go
 And all of the boxes
 That are filled with my possessions
 On the truck that I have hired
 It's outside beneath the snow
 I thought I'd get up and go
 Before anyone would know
 I'm a disaster
 I am fading from your young life
 I'm growing pale and ghost white
 With X's on my eyes
 I'm a Destroyer
 I'm burning in the starlight
 All I wanted then was to die
 But you would not let me go
 
 Little paper
 Where you write down your disappointments
 In a drawer right by your pillow
 All I can do is watch
 Little children
 More beautiful than heaven
 They run around together
 While I just curl up and cough
 There were the oak trees
 And they were older than I remember
 They are changing with the seasons
 And I will do the same
 Yeah it's over and it hurts like hell to say it
 But I'm churning under water
 What a peaceful way to go
 And all of the boxes
 That are filled with my possessions
 On the truck that I have hired
 It's outside beneath the snow
 I thought I'd get up and go
 Before anyone would know
 I'm a disaster
 I am fading from your young life
 I'm growing pale and ghost white
 With X's on my eyes
 I'm a Destroyer
 I'm burning in the starlight
 All I wanted then was to die
 But you would not let me go
 
 Little paper
 Where you write down your disappointments
 In a drawer right by your pillow
 All I can do is watch
 Little children
 More beautiful than heaven
 They run around together
 While I just curl up and cough
 There were the oak trees
 And they were older than I remember
 They are changing with the seasons
 And I will do the same
 Yeah it's over and it hurts like hell to say it
 But I'm churning under water
 What a peaceful way to go
 And all of the boxes
 That are filled with my possessions
 On the truck that I have hired
 It's outside beneath the snow
 I thought I'd get up and go
 Before anyone would know
 I'm a disaster
 I am fading from your young life
 I'm growing pale and ghost white
 With X's on my eyes
 I'm a Destroyer
 I'm burning in the starlight
 All I wanted then was to die
 But you would not let me go