Blood Lesson

No time for guessing games
 Nothing will change anyway
 When they ask if you're ready to go
 Well there's no way you could really know
 Anyway
 Do they really want to know
 If you're ready to go
 Do they really want to know
 When i'm ready to go
 The pain will have it's way
 Anyway
 Everyday hunting for teeth
 Life breath weak, empty
 Life breath so weak
 And a bad smell in the back of the room
 They came yesterday
 Circled around my bed
 Half-moon standing
 I'm already dead
 Peering down at
 Gathered flesh
 The crumpled self
 The family, The company
 Who did i love
 Who did i hate
 Try to find a familiar face the eyes so vague
 I know them
 I know I know them
 I know I know them all
 I can't return the forced dead smile
 No energy
 Can't share this space
 With familiar strangers
 But can't bear to be here alone
 It gets worse at the end
 I can't remember where i began
 It gets worse at the end
 Still can't remember where i began
 If you really want to know
 I'm not ready to go
 But you didn't really want to know