Reloader

Crashin' and Burnin'
 From zero to top and back down
 Trapped in this train of thought with my head go crush against the wall
 Try to set things clear for me, pray with bloodshot eyes
 underneath blackened skies
 Why? why does it have to be this way?
 Biting Bullets, Reload, Drawback - over and over again
 I turn my face into the cold hard rain
 I'm getting drenched but i hold my fuckin' own
 Gotta find my way - won't get lost in your games
 this stance runs fucking deep thru my vains
 Feels like Failure on the whole scale
 so much shit that let me grow so cold inside
 the world looks different from down below
 burned out days, close to the end - but I've grown
 Could be a march straight up a dead end but i won't waste any time
 'cos i don't look back in regret... hell no... fuck you!
 I'm still breathing
 Hard luck builds believes, now i'm running with thieves and try not to slip
 proven wrong of what i used to believe in
 Erase the past, Reload, drawback - once and for all