Melancholy Oxidase

Let me dissipate, into violent distortion
 The pacifying taste of blood and the sulfur
 With pale knuckles, comes a skyline
 Bruise stutter in forms, of bleak and desperate hues
 Grit teeth, to display dissatisfaction
 I felt your spirit shift it showed me I am at fault
 A failure by choice, I am what I manifest
 Spinning lead, when will it disperse in my head?
 Force it's course to a state of reason
 Force it's course, in which I cease to be
 Say if you met me now? What could I even say?
 Rewired and rearranged, chemical disarray
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 Click, click, click, click, click, boom
 Say if I met you now? What could you even say?
 Selfless now selfish with a different face
 How's all this? Your "predetermined fate"?
 Let me dissipate, let me dissipate
 I now know why we are like this, fallen in love with our vices
 I've forcefully dehisced the wound to remind me what not to do
 I cannot fall for this
 I cannot fall for the vice and I cannot fall for you
 Evade the feeling I was never good enough
 But that's only changing the fact to fiction
 Evade the feeling I was never good enough
 But that's only lying by omission
 I met with death in a bathroom stall
 Dripping with blood like kerosene doused
 The shattered lens of intoxication
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 Brought on by the bitter taste of you
 How could you ever love me, I'm still fucking nothing
 How could you ever love me, I'm still fucking nothing