Desperate

I try not to talk about the things you hate
 I try not to think about what leads me to stray
 I try to stay awake, yet the sluggard escapes
 I hide in the shadows of abused grace
 So I sit and wait for years
 Take me away
 And I taste the bittersweet
 I'm desperate
 I try to use your face, so mine I erase
 I know I'm not as real, as I try to fake
 I think I understand, but I can't explain
 I'm rolling in with dirt
 To remove the stain
 So I sit and wait for years
 Take me away
 And I taste the bittersweet
 I'm desperate
 With tools I try to write the field of my shame
 I try to get it out with lies to Your name
 I cling to purity, but I've given it all away
 So I sit and wait for years
 Take me away
 And I taste the bittersweet
 I'm desperate
 So I sit and wait for years
 So I sit and wait for years
 So I sit and wait for years
 Take me away
 And I taste the bittersweet
 I'm desperate
 I'm desperate