DED

Haha, aye, yo
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 (Here we go its going to be cool, ha)
 I'm just tryna be happy, like everyone else
 I don't need no help, I can take care of myself
 So why you staring at me? (what?)
 I used to wish I was invincible, but now I only wish that I'm invisible (uh)
 If only it was simple (simple, simple, oh yeah)
 I miss those dimples (miss 'em)
 Yeah, I thought I was in love once, but now that's over
 And since I've forgotten what it's like to be sober
 (Drank)
 Down, to the bottom of the bottle
 And now, yeah, I'm drowning in my sorrow (sorrow, sorrow)
 I stay awake until tomorrow
 Staring at the clock, watch the hands go
 (Tick tock)
 I'm just going through the motions
 Like a machine, but I'm fucking broken (broken)
 Feel like I'm fucking stuck out in the open ocean
 Just tryna to stay floating
 I don't wanna be dead, but it's so hard to live in this fucking world
 Guess I was just another kid who was misunderstood (misunderstood, misunderstood)
 By all of the other boys and girls (boys and girls, boys and girls, yeah)
 I don't wanna be dead, but it's so hard to live in this fucking world
 Guess I am just another kid who can't do nothing good (nothing good)
 Running in circles, in my head (yeah)
 I don't wanna be dead
 Don't look at me like I'm broken (broken, stop playin')
 So what if I'm always smoking?
 Yeah, I'm a stoner and I'm a loner
 Tell me something I don't know
 I got an overflow of anxiety I'm trying to cope with
 You know that society doesn't really give no shits (no they don't, uh, yeah)
 I forgot my name and my face, limbo isn't a game its a place
 Might as well be living out in space, 'cause I feel so far away (far away, far away)
 Up in these clouds I created, when I'm in the crowd I stay faded
 Maybe I'm out of touch and I'm jaded, if it gets too loud I'mma hate it (make it stop, hate it, hate it)
 'Cause I'm not as social as I used to be (used to be)
 You see the old me would usually (usually, usually)
 Be totally game to go out and fucking do something
 But right now I'm hating today so I need you to leave (peace, yeah)
 I need you to go away, actually no, wait, stay
 I'm confused what can I say, but I'mma get through another day
 I'm not dead, it's so hard to live in this fucking world
 Guess I was just another kid who was misunderstood (misunderstood, misunderstood)
 By all of the other boys and girls (boys and girls, boys and girls, yeah)
 I don't wanna be dead, but it's so hard to live in this fucking world
 Guess I am just another kid who can't do nothing good (nothing good)
 Running in circles, in my head (yeah)
 I don't wanna be dead
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 I don't wanna be dead