Ashamed

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet
 But I am broken and torn with heels at my feet
 And with your purest light, why don't you shine on me?
 Well, I should have been an angel, but I'm too dumb to speak
 Now, as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer
 I'll kneel and weep, and I will hold her, dear
 Oh, if your eyes water, you've got your favourite number to spin
 And, oh-oh-oh-oh-
 What a crying shame
 A crying shame, what we became
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 Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night
 Hit him with a book and how he crumbles
 So, you should have seen how the arches tumble
 They're golden no more, now I'm smiling in my blood
 I'm caught in a whirlwind, I'm going to heaven
 I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas
 An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic
 And, oh-oh-oh-oh-
 What a crying shame
 A crying shame, what we became
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 I bowed my head in the morning light and said goodnight
 I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes
 Stumbled down the stairs and hang myself on high
 And I started for the town, lyin' in the front yard and died