Bad Again

Where do your hands go?
 A small pack on the nose
 All this time you've been asking
 And now you are gasping for air
 It tastes like something familiar
 I can't go down this road again
 Knock me out
 So when I come to I don't remember a thing
 My thoughts about you give me anxiety
 I'm not angry
 I just want a peaceful night of sleep
 When you go
 I hope you don't stop by
 Just to remind me that you are okay and doing fine
 I never thought that I would have these issues
 But every time I see pictures of you
 It's getting bad again
 I'm getting bad again
 Knock me out
 So when I come to I don't remember a thing
 My thoughts about you give me anxiety
 I'm not angry
 I just want a peaceful night of sleep
 Stay the hell away
 Don't you think you've done enough?
 It's not that funny
 Keep the rhythm and play far away from me
 You're playing playing games
 This could go either way
 This could go either way
 Knock me out
 So when I come to I don't remember a thing
 My thoughts around you give me anxiety
 I'm not angry
 I just want a peaceful night of sleep