It Ain’t Easy

Could you feel me melting in your hand?
 The last time you saw me, I was blacked out in the van
 Disregarding every single red light that I saw
 I blew past a speed trap, now I'm in trouble with the law
 For the longest time
 I would try
 To get in line
 But it ain't easy
 And I found it hard
 To be myself
 Without your help
 But it ain't easy, easy, easy
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 In your suit, you're dancing on my stage
 Sipping pink lemonade, I'm rolling in my grave
 Thought I was dead, but I am better now
 Proving those in doubt I'll never let you down
 For the longest time
 I would try
 To get in line
 But it ain't easy
 And I found it hard
 To be myself
 Without your help
 But it ain't easy
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 Too wrong to make it right
 Too proud to let it die
 Before I say good night
 I'll have my hands up
 Too wrong to make it right
 Too proud to let it die
 Before I say good night
 I'll have my hands up
 Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh, ooh
 Too wrong to make it right (ooh-ooh)
 Too proud to let it die (ooh-ooh)
 Before I say good night (ooh-ooh)
 I'll have my hands up (ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)
 Too wrong to make it right (ooh-ooh)
 Too proud to let it die (ooh-ooh)
 Before I say good night
 I'll have my hands up